Twist

I already know, another hiatus, I can't apologize enough but sometimes its hard to blog about life when you're in the middle of living it. But moving forward I will dedicate more time to my craft and to all who enjoy it. The one good thing resulting from my absence is that I had the time to filter through the non-stop thoughts flowing through my mind and figure out a few things I want to convey today and a few days following. Today, it's dawned on me that it isn't good to wish. I know, I know what the hell do I mean by that right? Well let me elaborate. Wishing is dangerous because it's a never ending complex of getting yourself excited about something uncertain only to be disappointed when the visual in your mind doesn't match what reality is offering. And on the rare occasion one may actually get what they've been wishing for, it doesn't come without some sort of karmic ,cosmic backlash. Usually meaning something or someone worth way more than what was wished for ends up in a turmoil of some sort. Which brings me back to my original statement, wishing is dangerous because not only does it send your psyche on a figurative tilt-a-whirl but one may not be prepared for what the cost may be to fulfill said wish. As the Pussycat Dolls once said 'Be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it' And to be frank about it, anything that's not acquired with humility and good old fashion hard work will not come without any funny business attached. So when wishing you have to ask yourself, 'Is this what I REALLY want?' 'Did I EARN this?' And is it WORTH all the possible stress to come?' And of the answer to any of those questions are no, then stop WISHING and start DOING. I firmly believe you feel more gratification putting in a deep amount of effort in to an accomplishment anyway. But hey, the choice isn't mine to make.