Way Up.

Hey loves, first and foremost I let a little time go by since my last post I'd gotten so caught up with celebrating my birthday (Thanks for the well wishes by the way) I had a blast. I'm my very short time of being twenty-two, I learned that it is no longer money that is the root of all evil. It is the many forms of doubt. Doubt can DESTROY a normally healthy person from the outside in. For a while there, I found myself doubting everything. My strength, my will to persevere, whether the things I so desperately needed were ever going to come my way. I wasn't quite sure whether I'd be able to exist in a world where evil people were CONSTANTLY winning and nice guys finished last because good things come to those who wait. And wait, and wait. Now though, I realize the actual issue with doubt. It's a  never ending  cycle because if you doubt yourself you never get anything done. And if you never get anything done, you'll continuously doubt if you even can. A special kind of prison. Lately though, I've been fortunate enough  to be on the other side of the spectrum. And boy is it wonderful, so many blessings. It's been amazing. And it's crazy because it,s so hard for most people to get out of the despair and doubt cloud to see the blessings that lie ahead. The fight through however, is beyond worth it. Don't give up.