Hey guys. I've been gone for so long due to "technical difficulties" but I'm back and here to stay. In the long time that I was gone I discovered alot of things about myself and others. I learned that relationships are hard work and not everyone and everything are what they seem at first glance. I learned that when you have an empathetic heart hurting someone you love is like poisoning yourself. I also learned that the heart is a very vulnerable muscle capable of feeling for more than one being, therefore stretching itself very thin. I've come to know that the idea of death and expiration is very foreign to most until it hits close to home. And then the mourning, the depth of the loss is tremendous. Practically unbearable. I learned that when things are left unresolved and or unsaid you become less of a person and more of an open wound. And that time healing all wounds is a fallacy for those who aren't quite sure how to let themselves be healed. I learned just how difficult being a young woman in this day and age can be. Especially one with all the adversity I have to carry daily. Fortunately, I learned early that feeling sorry for yourself only makes things harder. I learned that living in itself is a series of choices not all of them easy and not all of them smart. But hey it's a red pill, blue pill kind of life now isn't it?
Special shout out to the "protectors of America" who taught me that Freedom of Speech is a myth when powerful people fear what you have to say. Thanks alot fellas.
