In The Moving Sand

There is no feeling worse than when you thought you made a sound decision, only to realize it was the stupidest thing you've ever done. Its like when you had a really big breakfast, and your trying to decide on lunch. Your choices are pizza or a light salad, and of course you get the pizza because who in the hell says no to pizza? But as soon as you take your first bite, you realize you're not going to eat it and you made a big mistake. Essentially you just wasted money on something you thought you wanted  when you could have saved yourself  time and energy and had a nice salad.  I've had impulsions or "eat with your eyes" situations on many an occasion. Sadly enough,  the situation I am in currently is a little more complex than figuring out what to eat for lunch. Like where I live for example, don't get me wrong I love living with my girlfriend it was the best choice I made in awhile and it works so, yay us!! However, being trapped in the barren wasteland that is East Orange is just plain unbearable. No wait stop hold on one second, sidebar: I adore my Jerseyian readers but it is hella difficult to live here when you were born and raised in New York City and therefore accustomed to the vigor and noise and actual corner stores, that don't close before sunset. Regardless, my lady and I are making plans to uproot soon enough. The point to my boasty nature is, if you make an impluse choice and you don't feel its right, that's perfectly fine. All you have to do is go back to the drawing board make sure you have a plan and that your assets are in order. So that when you are ready to pull yourself from the quicksand that is an unhappy situation you can do so without any hiccups along the way.
I know it sounds very tedious but slight tedium now is a small price to to pay for the ultimate happiness later. Stay positive, and believe that anything that hinders anyone from prosperity and joy will never last.