10 days. 10 days it took me to get my equilibrium back after the loss of my dear friend Lawrence. In the midst of these 10 days I have enjoyed the red and pinks of Valentine's Day, basked in the gratefulness that tends to overwhelm me on my older brother's birthday, the day after. Made it my business to use my building gym, while simultaneously thinking about what it takes to be permanently happy all the time. My mind was in that direction because I want happiness to be included in my everyday life. That's not to say that I'm miserable all the time or pessimistic, nor do I hate life. I also don't intend to live unrealistically, and expect everything to be absolutely perfect. My intention is just to make sure that that everyday that I experience, I want to find a lot of wonderful things hidden in it. That one happiness to be so consistent in my life well its not even called happiness anymore but rather "Zae's personality." Granted that's not always easy for me, especially since the situations in my life tend to have the flair the dramatic. Lately though, things have been really coming along for me personally. I've been blossoming or "glo'n up" in such massive ways. Starting to update, my wardrobe, as well as my make up haul. (I'm SUCH a lipstick junkie) Taking care of my skin AND hair (Cocunut Oil Over Everything) and my body is slowly tightening up in all of it's juicy glory. I only truly want my emotions, to reflect my physical progress. It'll all come together though, in due time.
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