Crushes, connections and relationships are such funny things to me. It's interesting how someone can a person can go from being so smitten with someone one minute, to barely touching the surface of connection the next. What happens in life to result in such durastic change, so rapidly? In the begining everything is exciting and fresh. One finds themselves looking forward to every new day, never wanting to stifle or stunt the growth of ongoing conversation. Every moment is full of butterflies and flirty innuendos. The juices of giddiness are constantly flowing and you find yourself high on the sensualness of it all. With time though, all that slows down. The novelty wears off. What was once a welcomed mystery has now become routine. The bond fades and the same neglect and emptiness you ran from in the past has returned, with a vengence. Only in the from of a person you swore you adored. So what's to be done when some who you thought really vibed with you, doesn't seem to be paying you much mind anymore, or obviously rather be spending their time doing seemly less important things? The only thing you can do, slowly but sternly fall back. Occupy your time with other things as well as people. Time is precious and should be treated as such. Waiting for someone to notice you and give you the attention you believe you deserve is a good way to waste it. That's not to say you no longer care about the person you once were so in sync with, you just value your needs more. There's no fault in that. Use the opportunity to learn new things about yourself, what you enjoy and what hidden talents you have yet to discover. Meeting people that feed your intellectual hunger can help you grow into a a stronger, more vibrant person.
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